Whats a new year gonna be like.

Im lazy to post :(haish, omg she still cant be friends with me until now, almost 6 months you know, its seriously a torture >:(i tried my best, I did all i could!! cant we restart? the mistakes I made are not that big yknow ):and you said you werent angry anymore..issit the awkwardness that is keeping you away?ahhh, I just want us to be like before, isit that hard?Ive proven it that its not hard with another person alrdy, why cant we go backk to last time?You dont tell me anything, thats not gonna help.. I wanna talk but somehow I dont know how to start the whole thing..Just tell me okay, what is stopping you.
I reallie wonder how sec 3 is gonna be like, I will keep trying, till we’re back to friends again.Dont you rmb the happy times we shared, when it was just about the 2 of us.our laughter keeps replaying in my mind, i cant forget all the things we did together.As long as you kinda beg me to, I would do it rite?even when i had fever I followed you to amk hub to shop?times in mac donalds, training, bubble tea shop..they hold the most beautiful memories.and just cuz of one incident, all that became sad memories, memories that will never beremembered?since when friendship is so fragile, at least not for ours. and the most recent thing we did, do you still rmb?despite whatever stopped me, I insisted on sleeping over at your house?for you, it was worth everything.I thought our friendship would last forever and ever, but it ended after a year plus.it was kinda long, and you could just let it go like this?dont you ever regret?The funny things we did, the videos and everything, dont they make you think back?urghh, idk what to say now, just think about it kay..No matter what, you’ve always been the best of all best friends I ever had.